In an honesty, lot of us were very hurt by you. Forgive yes...forget no! You never relented when we begged you to over and over. It went on for VERY long time and was very torturous. 
IF you can really prove that you have changed your ways somehow perhaps I and others can look at you in different light. You can't blame anyone to be bit apprehensive just when HPQ starting to rally recently.  Really do hope you changed...seriously!