I'm here too, and remain supportive (including financially via PP)! And yes, it is hard. And yes, it may all, in the end, be for naught.

Like you I think there's a solid chance that drills will show a great find (termendous even!). But damn if that drilling money isn't the hardest dollar anyone has ever scratched for.

I'll go down the ship, or sail to early retirement. In either case, I do enjoy supporting someone (JB) willing to dream big and go for the moon. I can afford to lose all I've invested here. It is this kind of risk taking that, well, Makes America Great. So here's to big dreams and long shot odds!